Saturday, November 11, 2017

Ek bulbule ki kahani


Kabhi suno meri zaabani, ek bulbule ki kahani...
Boond boond mein chutki bara aasman,
Sapnoo ki duniya, jahaan ke us par,
Sameyte choti si hatheliyoon mein,
woh pura aasaman….

Giri ek Boond, kahin jo ansh par,
Bana bulbula , tyara woh Zameen par,
Kuch der khud nacha, woh Jooma , auron ko bi lubhaya, hasaya..
Upar wale ne usse , kuch nazuk tha banaya,
Dhor apne hath rakhi aur khoob usse nachaya,
Jaise hi dhor khichi, aankheen uski meenchi,
Pani hi tha, Paani mein ja milaya..

Har insaan hai bulbula, jo samjo to janoo,
Likha hai waqt har kissi ka, hai dhor ussi ke hath yeh mano..
Jitna bi hai waqt khushi se beetao..
khud bi haso aur auroon ko bi hasao.. :D




Sunday, May 21, 2017

Turn the page

Her train scheduled to depart at nine and it was already quarter past eight. Rushing towards the train and running to find her bogie no 25 amidst the commotion of other passengers who were trying to find theirs, she finally found hers. She saw someone lending her a helping hand and quickly adjusted her luggage. She sat, breathed deeply settling her nerves and that moment she saw the boy who helped her. Dusky, dark black hair, dark troubled beautiful eyes. Troubled, yes as if they were in search of something. And those eyes cogent revealing met hers. He looked my age or God knows younger or older but he couldn’t be much older, she thought. Nevertheless, she opened her book and couldn’t wait to finish one of her hopeless romantic novel.
While reading and smiling all by herself, she happened to look at him and saw him smiling back at her. His eyes warm, with a soft range of colors staring at her, and she thought yes she was right about his troubled dark eyes. She ignored and finished reading at about twelve at night. She kept the book on the small table between the two berths. With eyes closed, trying to enjoy the sound of the train, she heard him say ‘Can I read your book’? She looked and paused. He again asked in his warm comforting voice ‘I mean it’s okay if you’. Before he could complete she said okay. He smiled vaguely at eyes that slowly turned away and stared out of the window as the train swayed from side to side through the tunnel of lights and green. Neither of them said anything and she closed her eyes only to wake up in the morning when her station came .She rushed out and waved him good bye and noticed those troubled eyes were red. Looked like he didn’t catch any sleep. As the whistle blew for the train to leave, he helped her with the luggage and handed over the book to her. He watched her as the platform slipped away. And so did she. There was something about the last look that he gave, that she knew wouldn’t be the last.
After weeks, remembering and thinking about the train, she looked at the book, opened it and to her surprise, saw something written in red. A handwriting so neat, so striking that one would get jealous of and it read ‘Would you like to play a game J ‘? If yes, turn to page 10. There were sentences underlined from the romantic love story and some written in red ink. Red Ink, the color of love, she thought.
Anxiously turning to page 10: There is this girl I saw just now, whose smile reminds me of flowers and who wears that shyness on her face that one cannot help but fall in love with instantly. That innocence on her face that exudes simplicity. To know more turn to page 22.
With racing heart, she turned to page 22: ‘Her smile is something to die for, something I would never get rid of. Those dark smoldering eyes that I would remember for life.’
Want to know more, turn to page 50: ‘I wish this journey would never end. These moments would remain with me for lifetime. Turn to last page
Last page: ‘That boy you met in the train. Fell in love with you’….
And her heart skipped a beat. Down below on the last page it again said turn to page 75 and it had lines from novel underlined in red.
‘But how will I get in touch with you?’
Don’t you worry,’ I will find you’.
Her eyes glazed over that handwriting with a little ache settled in her heart and she was surprised by how much she hoped he would. She smiled, hoped and waited to turn the page of her life.



Tuesday, May 16, 2017

Does Love need Buttress of NUMBERS?

Once Bullah Shah was sitting on the bank of a river when he saw a lady selling carrots. He noticed that she only sold in volumes. However, upon being approached by a handsome man she changed her manner and herself picked the best carrots for him. Surprised, Bullah questioned her about the reason for making such a distinction. The lady replied that the man was her husband. And it moved him when she said, "There is no accounting between lovers." This made Baba Bullah forego his rosary. He wondered if he was insane to have counted its beads... This made Bullah Shah realize, what the point of carrying a rosary is. He put it away and asked himself, Bullah are you insane? Why are you doing counting with your beloved? Why count what Waheguru has given me? 

Love does not need the BUTTRESS of NUMBERS. Love grows in purity and simplicity. In stillness of heart one feels love in abundance. Accounting of how many times you pray, how many times you visit temple, which day you fast is being biased. One of the main principles on which Shaivism – Path to Enlightenment is based is to get rid of any bias that you have. To become spiritually enlightened one must not be biased. We can only reach path of enlightenment or spirituality by being impartial towards others. If we look around us, don’t we feel there is basically this one factor that is responsible for whatever is happening around us today- Bias? What if we all could grow beyond our biases?

Sunday, May 14, 2017

When Autumn Meets Winter

BAWARA MANN

Poem by  Veena Pandita (my mother) on seeing my picture below. Mommy nothing seems more beautiful when my picture gives you inspiration to write. Just loved it :):)

When Autumn Meets Winter


Picture taken in Englisher Garten München

While I while away my time :)